IT HAS BEEN A WHILE

i havent done these in a really really long time. i guess this was good before, because i was able to get stuff off my chest. but now, i look at this, and realize ive matured. mainly because i am more of a catholic than i was before. as well as, no more slacking off and getting school work done. i hope to achieve straight A's for once. i wouldnt consider myself a bad student, its just that years before i just was lazy and didnt seem to care. but its all good, cause now i tend to look in the present time instead of the past time. life has been really good, my faith i believe, has gotten stronger. im really content with my life right now. despite the changes, i am happy where i am at right now, and truly thankful to GOD. cause GOD is number 1 forever and always.

changing.

summer has been really great so far. haha but i gotta admit, i have changed. its defintely my faith that has changed me, and also my inner self. i saw, that i needa be more outgoing haha and i suppose nicer. i shouldnt take things for granted. ive realized that right now, everything is coming together. i feel like a better person than i was before. cause honestly right now, my number one policy is quality.
the word quality explains itself and all. anyways this morning has started great. im getting my money today, haha shiet. finally. but seriously, life isnt all about money. tomorrow has a lot coming for me, itll be the best day ever, i can guarantee that. haha. i cant wait for tomorrow, just thinking about it makes me happy. haha. well i needa finish my breakfast. peaceeee

at ease.

haha yes, good sleep the past nights. haha what a relief. good things have been happening one after the other. haha im happy and great. i thank God for he has rescued me. lifes great. love life, haha thats a secret. overall. im happy, im good, im smiling. haha yes!

describe...

life right now is pretty decent. im happy and good most of the times, but lately days have been boring. i just want a great summer. a summer where you are barely home and happy every second. recently i havent had much sleep, i want to have a great night sleep for once. this week i have been sleeping about 6 hours or 4 hours a day. its been pissing me off, and always before im ready to sleep, i start thinking and thinking. im guessing the lack of sleep, has been from me overthinking. i dont know how to stop it. i just need to have days at ease and days where i needa be super tired, so i can finally have a great night sleep. before these past weeks, things werent going my way, but like magic, i started praying and talking to God. he has rescued me and has made me happier and happier. id like to thank him right now.

nothing amazes me anymore.

idk what to believe anymore. im not depressed or stressed, im just out of place right now.

new.

i havent blogged in a long time. well stuff has changed ever since. my life has been a lot better. im actually keeping up with God now. today was an amazing day, i got confirmed! haha. then ate out at pasadena old town with family and 3 best friends (cousins). then after eating out, we all went walking around and i got myself some new clothes. i got a pair of shoes and a nice button up. crazy shit happened on the way to pasadena, car accident right in front of the car i was in. it was a mad collision, lucky I didn't get hit. get confirmed today was a really nice experience. after coming home from pasadena my whole family went to church. church overload today, but its all good. anyways today was a great day, and its still not over. new things that have happened have made me extremely happy.

open your eyes.

spring break is over, i had a wonderful week with my best friends. school came today, i was half awake this whole day. school was alright, though the down side is that i have a lot of hw. i hope this week will go by fast. i need a regular sleeping routine, sleeping early and waking up early is hard right now. i have tons to do this week, i needa earn more moneyy. some things in spring break, have changed my mind on some things. all i know right now, is that God is there for me. i'd like to thank him, for his love. some things seem different or confusing, but ill let time configure it all. peacee

what up / wonderful wednesday

today was a really nice day. haha woke up did my morning routine, went downstairs then outside with a camera. haha then i saw a.... FOX. it ran up the hill as soon as i stepped outside. then i went after it up my hill. the fox turned back and starred at me, i then starred back at the fox. i pulled out my camera, after starring at the fox for two minutes. as soon i was trying to get the camera in focus, i looked, and the fox disappeared. haha the fox had a long tail, it was orange, but the strange thing was that it had round ears. WHAT AN ADVENTUROUS MORNING! haha then i went to school. first class was alright, took a test, ended up getting the highest grade on the test in the class. haha GET AT ME. then day progressed. after school met up with a very swell friend of mine (from yesterday) haha but this time, i actually walked with her to her car.(NO FAIL) haha then got to her car, (the kind gentlemen i am) introduced myself to her lola haha i then got a text from my (very swell friend) haha her lola said i made a good first impression. so i was like haha, MAN ALFRED YOURE GOOD. haha then i got other good stuff happening but i can't tell you! haha anyways that was my day. it was overall a 95.5 percent. close to perfect.

typical tuesday

woke up at seven, made me some breakfast, ate by myself, did some morning cleaning. texted a very good friend of mine, we talked for a bit, about if we would see each other, i saw her but she didn't see me, but later admitted she did. haha how swell. anywho. after school, waited at the dentist for hourssss. i was hecka bored then finally got a ride from my sister. then got home, ate listened to some tunes, then church. church was nice and soothing. haha after i was suppose to walk with a very good friend of mine from the morning, haha i didn't because i was hesitant. haha she saw me seeing her, im embarrassed. haha i regret not walking with her. FAIL. haha now im eating dinner, today was ok. haha

Ive got paradise on call, its ours, its ours.

words and pictures can't explain this weekend. spent whole weekend with best friends, many things happened, but some things cannot be explained, because they were just so intriguing and undescribable . im very happy right now and content, because this weekend, there's nothing more i can ask for. (maybe) haha.

WHAT UP wednesdays.

easy, fast, and chill day. i started making some raps, i made one for someone swell. haha heres one about me.
(rap, march18,2009)
its alfred right here right now,
so why wont everyone take a bow.
im explaining about me in detail.
i promise ya i won't fail.
i like to sing and dance.
this rap just started, now put on yo pants.
get ready, cause im coming for you
break here, sing live, im done with those two.
right now, im just livingg life which is something new.
you think im quiet, but its nothing really.
if you think i can't talk thats just silly.
haha, this rap sucks, sorry im not from philly.
check it out,
you know the names alfred,
thats whats up.
i keep it fizzing like seven up.
you think im lame, but thats just you,
think alive fool, its past 1922.
whaddup.

typical tuesdays.

today wasn't like any other tuesday. today was easy and went by fast. this week is starting out quite nicely. haha anyways i hope this weekend will be incredible. hang out with friends and best friends and kickin it. my hair is growing, haha makes me happy. anyways didnt do much today, went to school, did california high school exit exam which was really easy. then the day at school involved little and easy work. im looking foward to seeing my best friends this week, they make me very happy. haha might sound gay, but thats what best friends do. right now im just myspacing, blogging, texting, AIMing, and listening to music. well im out, peaceee.

super sunday.

sunday, was a great day. better than saturday and friday. woke up, fully rested. went to church, then ate out with family. i texted and called some of my friends. i was glad talking to them. hopefully this week comes out great! hopefully i can hangout with my best friends again, every week with them makes me completely happy. anyways to come to think of it, sundays are almost as good as fridays haha. going to church makes me feel rejuvenated haha. super sundays are also better than what up wednesdays haha. peace out. ima sleep.

speak loww.

its hecka early, and i slept for so long, i can't go back to sleep, and im hecka hungry. this weekend started off ok, but nothing special or exciting is going on. friday the 13th, was ok, it could've been better if some things didn't happen. yesterday was alright, i wanted to meet up with my best friends, but it didn't happen. i did absolutely nothing yesterday. i wish my weekends would be better.

different methods.

this week is going by hecka fast, i like it. haha anyways, all this week ive been waking up at 4 am, its a killer. yesterday was like the first day ive gotten a full amount of sleep. today was a nice chill day, got test scores back and they were great scores. i can't wait to get new clothes, all ive been wearing are just plain shirts over jackets, but its only cold in the morning, then it gets real hot. i needa buy new shirts and lighter clothes (weight wise). overall my life seems like its getting better.

pictures can explain.

my weekend.

what up wednesdayssss

ima hustla, ima ima hustla. middle of the week, so far so good. i needa make some money, for this weekend. im currently listening to: my american heart. they have dopee tunes,and the lead singer sings well. anyways, i hate freeloaders.... no love at all to them. haha I like wasted 4 dollarsss today on girl scout cookies. (dont make fun of me, they are delicious) haha. anyways some people took more than i thought they would, i got cookie RAPED. haha and plus that some of the people who took them barely talk to me. haha i won't mention namesss. anyways, this week is money making week, and it is also best friends week, hopefully. plans for this weekend are hitting up pasadena old town, then going to melrose w/ my best friends. my current mood: happy.

Relax, relax.

excuse me for the (emotional) blog posts. haha just expressingg some feelin. today's night was intriguing. talked to some good friends of mine, and got some pinkberry just a couple minutes ago.this week is coming to a good start. when i don't think too much everything is at its finest. im happy right now.

im awake.

Ive been having many thoughts occur in my mind. thinking on what i did before, makes me look like an idiot. i now realize once i get a feeling that im trying too hard,its not another second worth it. ive done many stupid things in the past and i regret doing them. with meaningful lyrics ive been listening to lately, it has helped me out. second day of march, wasnt different like any other day but it was alright. many thought i got a haircut today, but i just put it down, it annoyed me when they said, "you got a haircut?" haha. but on the plus side some people like my hair better this way. ive decided that i will not put it up anymore, because its too much of a hassle. with things clearing up and my mind being on ease i hope this weekend will be speechless.

without any signs.

problems occur more than solutions. first day of march, woke up from a bad dream and a bad start. when i first woke up, i reminisced on what happened, it was similar to a dream i had before, but reality hit me and the dream was just a meer image. once i got off my bed, i decided to do some chores such as laundry, cleaning, and doing the dishes. i just found out im not going to pasadena today, ruined my day already. some mistakes make me wonder why i do them in the first place. even when i try fixing them everything still is the same. i knew that once i tried to get a grip on love, i let go. with major thought, i needa focus on the things that are more important. lately ive been trying to get a hold of likability but it hasn't been working. to the beginning of march i say, "never give up and just grab happiness".

tired and uninspired.

today was an ok day. slumdog millionaire is an incredible movie. i've lost some things, but i also have gained new things. with lots on my mind, i consider that i let go. as of right now, im thinking that i will continue to bring some old stuff back. for instance my hair will be long, but this time i won't straighten it (GAY). haha and another is i will get back into singing and breakingg. slumdog millionaire is once again a wonderful movie. id consider that you watch, if you have already, you know WHATS UP. haha anyways take a listen to my song, it sounds nice.

something isnt right. (wallflower)

i need to stop thinking too much. i have bad timing.

at least this picture can clear my mind. this is a wonderful picture.

with errors fixed..

alright, im writing about the wackness.
first you screw up then things go out of order. after you feel like you can't escape. some things happen, and things instantly change. what you expect, doesn't necessarily come out the way you want it to be. i thought i was loved, but suddenly it hit me. lost of interest and regret. i tried to live with it for a while, but then i couldn't resist. i believed that i was happy for an infinite amount of time. time changes and so do i. i live and love everyday, but i think too much on the outcomes of life. love for instance isn't a fragile emotion, but it is a relieving emotion. getting my mind of what i used to love, did not help at all. i tried to love someone, but i ended up in tears. now i have rediscovered happiness and respect. always be happy and have a strong faith. recently i figured out that helping someone out, actually helps you out.